Ageing

Every single person will become old. But maybe some had no chance to become old. Is it 50 is old already? Emm such a difficult question. If a women is 50 we call it old. But if a man is 50 we do not call it old. How come? Everyone afraid to become old. Me too. But I hope that I could reach 50. Amin. In this age I have to plan what to do in old days soon. Continue working with other people until die? Have own business? Jaga cucu dekat rumah? Apa yekk? emmm -____-'' I have to plan! I have to plan! It all start from now. All the angan angan have to go along with the achievement. If I do great now, I can have a great future soon. 

Yesterday something happend so that make me think about ageing. Afraid to faced it. But have too. Sound sad. Actually happen was ayah cut his hair until become botak. So that ayah look old. Now I realise that ayah is old already so I have to study harder and get a good result to get a good job. Because I have start to pay everything by my self. -.-''

I need you ayah. Always. :')